:'(
Friday, March 18
my eyes hurt each time i cry.
i feel weak each time i read that msg.
i cried so much that i had blocked nose and can't breathe properly.
& if u want to leave me, can u do it slowly so dat it won't hurt that much? :'(
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Saturday, January 22
salams.
projects are piling up. & there are just too many things to do before exams.
(1) PSNS roleplay - done!
(2) CS interview - done!
(3) EBM presentation - wk15; tues
(4) ECBR presentation - wk 15; thurs
(5) PSNS video submission - wk 15; friday
(6) PM report submission - wk 15; friday
(7) SE interview - wk 16 (prob)
(8) BP test 3 - wk 16; tues
(9) Pthy test - wk 17 (prob)
alot huh?
just gotta hang in there and endure.
the finishing line is almost there....
so what's next?
well, my current plan is,
Plan A:
(1) apply for ntu
(2) work at KKH for a few months while waiting to go to school (IF i'm accepted to get in, that is)
(3) stop work and study in ntu happily ever after. LOL
Plan B:
(1) continue to work till next year (IF i'm turned down, please don't :( )
(2) apply for prolly part time degree at PSB acad; university of western australia.
i really hope that plan A won't disappoint me :(
if not, really no choice. i can't go overseas, so yeah.
don't let money be a problem to achieve success..
but the fact is, money IS a problem.
LOL.
Monday, November 22
heyya~
last week was awesome.
abg treated me n hanis to watch harry potter last thurs night. it was super impromptu and i didnt want to go actually as i wanted to finish doing bp tut. but inthe end i left those tut and went wif my brothers since it's free ^.^ teehee~
and then... i watched harry potter again for the second time wif ibu n hanis(again). lol. the story's good, really. go watch! thx to bibik lin for booking the tix for us. & before going into the cinema, we had dinner at kfc.
came sunday & had dpi class as per normal. i dont quite like dis ustaz for idk y :S but then as the lesson progresses, i think his lesson is interesting and i quite like his style of teaching. we were given a group work in which i havent think of a solution. yet. It's about dakwah & i'm not good at it.
heh. dat's why i'm learning.
But my grp's question is hard can? mcm mane nk dakwah to lesbians :/ they noe its wrong but they still do it. typical huh? its the same lyk aurat issues. same lyk smoking issues. they noe but they just dont care.
anyhoos, tmr is my presentation yaw. Hope it goes well. Doa for me & wish me luck ;)
love ya'll~
feelin' high today. dunno y :s
I LOVE MY BIRDIES!
Sunday, November 14
Teen Top dance practice
L.Joe!
went to expo yesterday for some pets exhibition thingy. thought there'll be rabbits and all the other small animals so i was kinda excited. n guess wad, there was a hell lot of dogs -.-
not that i don't like dogs. i like them but i cant touch them. it was damn hard to walk with so many dogs around. i got scared and went out.
before i went out however, i managed to see how to groom rabbits. 'the person' was brushing the rabbit's fur. the rabbit was on her lap btw. & omg the rabbit was so damn tame can? it was lying down quietly and didnt retaliate at all when 'the person' brushed n shampooed it. awwww~ i want a rabbit since so loooong... :(
well, one fine day i guess :D & i will name it teukie ^.^ Teehee.
Saranghae Leeteuk oppa!~
& L.joe too ^.^
Friday, November 12
"real bestfriends can say anything with each other."
& i think we dont? so what does that makes us?
it's been quite sometime since i last blog. had been busy with schoolwork n stuff. been thinking on wad i really want to do when i graduate. well, i definitely want to further my studies. but on what? where? can i make it?
and so i answer. it's definitely science. local. idk.
yes, science but which, exactly? local, uh-huh. whether i can make it or not is smth i cannot answer.
i need to work my ass off this last sem and i need to stay focus. i really hope i can manage my time well with an added 'load' behind my back. well, that 'load' is smth i wanted to have n study as it is important even though its a bit hard. i guess i just need to juggle well. really well.
& to you. Happy 2nd anni. Thank you for completing me :)
Wednesday, October 6
YEAY! blog's back :D well, hopefully.
just finished watching boys over flowers. yeap, i noe dis drama is so last yr. but, yeah. i love the drama. i melted dunno how many times :S it's just super sweet.
heh. SUJU blogskin ehh :D:D most importantly there's teukie's photo! he's so damn cute caaan? i dont quite like dis skin coz of the font n background colour. why? coz it lacks pink-ness! hehe. will change it when i have time ;)
kinda miss blogging and uploading photos.
ouh well.. SHINee's Hello! Total cuteness :D:D
Tuesday, September 21
i just feel like curling up in bed and cry to myself :'(
Thursday, September 16
sometimes i just wish i'm single again :'(
Saturday, July 3
SALAMS!
it's been a looooooooooong time.... hahah.
yeah. china sucks coz they ban fb, youtube, blogger, wordpress, tmblr etc.
lyk wth ryt? no life seyyhh..
it was hard to find food. i was eating my maggi lyk most of the time.
idk wad to do without maggi. lol.
there was a halal stall at east canteen but it wasnt dat nice to me.
& it was hell far from our hostel.
our hostel was at the west and the canteen was at the east.
abt 15-20 mins walk depending on ure speed. crazy seyh.
its nth lyk nyp's north n south..
now i'm quite thankful dat nyp is not dat big.
coz if not we will have to walk sooo far.
we went jalan2 lyk almost everyday n onli return to our rooms at lyk 9 to 10pm.
& from the entrance of the school to our hostel was soooooooo faaaaaar...... serious!
then the road to our way back was pitch dark at the places where there were no lights.
& ppl were staring at me n my indian friends.. lyk wth!
i noe u nv see indian ppl or ppl wearing tudung before but no nid to stare so long lar.
stare lama2 then tgk org up down up down seyh.
lyk waaaaad the hell? pffft.
but overall it was ok. very interesting. good experience.
we took their public transport.
their buses still use bus conductors. which was quite troublesome esp when the bus was super full n we were packed inside lyk sardines. then the bus conductor will hav to squeeze n go to the ppl who just went in to collect money.
i'm thankful that we have our ez link cards.
ouh & china's mrt uses coins n not cards for their single journey tickets.
so instead of tapping cards.. we tapped coins! coool kannnn?
ok i'm lazy to upload pics so just see my fb lar hor.
& i'm lazy to blog more too. heheh.
MAYB i shall update more abt it when i have the mood.
this 2 weeks journey has made me realise how lucky i am to be born in Singapore, a developed country.
i feel very bersyukur wif wadever i have right now..
the street lights that keep the roads bright, our transport system, our small nyp (lols) & etc..
things are very different there.
& i learnt to be so called independent at this one part; washing my own clothes. heheh.
(coz my mum wash my clothes for me ^.^)
i really feel dat it's a lot better here.
& i felt really happy n excited once we touched down.
heh. it's a place called home. & nth feels better than being home.
onli one thing spoilt dat feeling. coz the next day was attachment. pffft.
yeah i'm now attached to jurong polyclinic.
the ppl there are nice. i think better than the ppl at kkh if i were to compare.
just dat i'm always quiet esp in new surroundings & new ppl.
i will take a long time to make myself comfortable.
now is the end of 2nd wk alr. & i hope i can somehow be myself. lols.
ouh. & tmr will be my first dpi class.
again. new place. new class. obviously new ppl.
urgh. i just hope i can adapt.
heh. wish me good luck & all the best ;)
